Understanding mankind

2rd Day in torment of love

2010-01-09T08:52:00.003+08:00

Jst woke up,my eyes are like huge! omg. i shed too much tears last night. They are abt to have breakfast,dnt knw what they are gona do. I made my own plans tday,going out alone. Walk ard,i also dk whr to walk. I will jst see the MRT map,and decide later. I WILL FEEL BETTER!!!!!!! BRB,STUPID BLOG!!!! I hope this blog can listen to what im saying,really! I need a listening ear. Im afraid i will explode if i carry on this way. whatever. time to go out.

Back! didnt go out alone. I went to meet her and friends.. BAHAHAHAH! excited u knw?!!! anyway i dont wna talk much. i wna start a new blog!. I dnt wna be sad over letting fik all those sh1t. NO MORE!!! Engage in a war with me,then i will let you have her!. sry menz. i really cnt do w/o her. NEW BLOG!!! NEW WAR!!! NEW LIFE!!!

OK,it only myself now.

2010-01-08T16:38:00.006+08:00

Its so like a diary now,cos im only reading it myself. Today talked to taufik. He said he liked samantha and all. I was kinda pissed at him initially. but after awhile,i just told myself maybe its a good thing. I broke her heart like twice and thts a huge blow. im so guilty abt it. Yes,i really love her now,but it doesnt neccessarily mean i have to be with her. The harm is done. If someone likes/love her,maybe even more than i do,then i should gives others a chance.

I was worried like maybe taufik wants lust from her at first,but after warning him and all. He said he will treat her well. I trust him. I dont know abt samantha feeling but i doubt she has any feeling for me anymore. She has a new life. Well,i,myself also couldnt believe i actually like hand the girl i love to my bro,i only thought it will happen in drama. But each time i see her,i feel the guilt in me. I really dont deserve her.

Pls menz. be it god/deity or whatever,make her feel happy for everything. Whether fik will get her or not. I still hope for the best for both of them. I feel so sad now. i hope i will be fine aft a few weeks. Smile,xinhao! u will be fine!

Edited!

Haaha,helping her out with maths. i feel somewhat important. I can still be of use to her. V.happy OK!!!. being useful to someone you love,is something really great,no joke. Thats what im feeling now. Even though,i wnt get her but i know i will alw be thr for her. Gdnight to myself. nights to everyone else too,esp you,sam! Hais byebye.

I couldnt slp,im super super sad. Im flooding this whole thing but i really got so much in my heart and i jst needa voice it all out. I really have to! I feel v.uneasy. Esp after seeing her plurk,meeting fik for breakfast and all. Its so dam hurting,really! She smiling all over and im here like sobbing. Its gd thing,im speaking to myself. I,as a man shudnt be sobbing. I really cant take it,its just so screwed up, Secretly took my lappy to my room to use it,jst wna check if shes online. Only to find out more abt her plurk,making me so dam sad. My exams are coming,i dont think i can cope with all these sh1t happening. I really love her menz. PLS!!! STOP MAKING ME THINK ABT HER PLS!!!!! Blame urself,xinhao! its all your own doings..! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fik,pls tc of her tmr menz,pls respect her,dnt touch her all over. i hope he can listen to me. we are bros,i wnt blame u. i oly blame myself for letting her down. This whole thing happened way too sudden and fast,I really need plenty of time to accept it. Bcos of a wrong mistake done,the whole road ahead gets darker. She wouldnt believe tht i change. i mean ofc no one will believe. Omg,i hate this totally. BLAHBLAHBLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. STUPID BLOG! TALK TO ME PLS! TELL ME WHAT TO DO! IM SO LOST!!

Let it be history

2010-01-06T21:17:00.003+08:00

Oh yes,let it be gone and done with.
Everyone has a new life and are looking forward.
Dont let it occur again in your head.
I dont wanna appear ever again in your life.
Its better that way,i guess.
OK,shake off this topic.
Im going listen to some metal music to stop feeling moody.
BYE,tc of yourself menz.

Sch starts for everyone!

2010-01-04T08:13:00.002+08:00

Finally sch begins for everyone,not only students from Temasek Poly. Haaha. Back to studying and blah-ing at sch. Yesterday had a war with my dad. That kuku head deserve this war. Not gona go into details as to why we quarrelled. I guess everyone has family problems,just gota deal with it in our own way. When there is no family,there are friends. No friends,there is family. Both dont like then go find Boyf/Girlf lah. Still not happy with life,end your life pls. Haaha. Kidding, Anyway its better off relying on oneself,really.

My bro started ITE today. Hopefully he is gona meet some really nice girl in there,so he will get busy with his girl next time and not always stay at home cause i dont like to see his retard face. Haha. To everyone out there,who is still yelling like some bitch about how sch starts today,GET OVER IT! Face it! Sch has began!
Peaceout,BYE!

New year eve,woots!

2009-12-31T17:41:00.004+08:00

Today i had sch for only half day. Went to catch a movie with my friends,Bodyguards and Assassins. GV is really earning lots of money. The freakin queue outside the cinema was so long. So my friend called his cousin to book the tickets online using his credit card and we got our tickets with the exact seats we wanted.

The show was nice. Showing some heros in China during the earlier years. Its a chinese show,what do you expect? lol. Donnie Yen is good,his kungfu power! i tell you~ Haha. In a layman term,the bodyguards are the good ones and the assassins are the bad ones. The history of those heros and how they fight to sacrifice for their country really makes you go crazy. Its in Chinese language and a little Canto involved,but i still understand everything in the end. Know why? Got subtitles ma! Aiyo. Dont worry,its not like those bullshit chinese movie with all those flying kicks here and there,no exaggeration. Its merely Donnie Yen KungFu OK.

After watching the movie,i hereby jio anyone out there to fight me! All scared right?! Cause i mastered Donnie Yen KungFu already. Hais its ok,instead of paying 10 bucks to GV to watch and learn his kungfu,pay me i teach you all. i give 50 cents discount,$9.50. LOL. Anyway Happy New Year Eve!

Digging up the past.

2009-12-27T20:21:00.004+08:00

I remembered in my previous post,i said about exams are over,here comes holidays. LOL. Now its the other way round. I wna have a good sleep tonight. Went to see my grandma today,shes looking really healthy now,will be discharged on tuesday.

Anyway glad that i said my stuff tonight,i made my feelings clear. I knew i have to do this at some point of my life. Before i get really busy next week,i guess its time and i did it. Haha. Im really tired now,yet dont wna sleep. If i sleep,my holidays is gona end really soon. Haha. Hope one day,you will come up to me and say : Hey i forgive you already with that crazy smile of yours. Wow! i will be dam happy already. LOL. A year will pass by really soon,it will. Haha.

Tmr gona stay in sch from 9am to 7pm! 10hours of sch. Longer than sec sch hrs. Maybe staying back after 7pm to finish up my project. Gona reach home at about 10ishpm,i think. It sounds crazy,isnt it? Haha. Looking forward to my next holidays,your forgiveness and returning to the past,if possible. Haha. Peace out!

Everything & everyone just keep us spinning.

2009-12-26T10:09:00.004+08:00

Morning guys! School is starting menz. So dam fast. My Dfund project,i havent started doing anything. Khairul,where were you!? we need your help with this freakin stupid circuit. I really wna get my diploma menz,cant fail any subject. *Sigh. Anyways,either ways,whatever ways,whichever ways,im gona TEAR YOUR ASS APART when school starts. i dont care anymore.

School starts,maybe it marks a new start for me. I cant lose this education war,even if now im losing my love war. Maybe things will be better next week,when im busy,shes busy,everyone is busy. I dont wna get into it anymore,i have done enough harm to people. Asking people for forgiveness is one thing i dont have the courage to. Hais. Enough of my life. I did what i could,just let it be.

Its gona be a another boring day,unless Marcus really meant what he said. By the way,im getting a new hairdo later. My hair is getting too thick and long,like Jet Li in fearless. aww,sick! I dont mind having his hair,if im as rich as him. Haha. i sound so money faced.

Someday menz! yea,someday i will be rich!. lol. Enjoy your day,folks. Next week will be a better week.! MARCUS! i want martel now lah. For now,lets go crazy awhile OK! EH? you cry for what?! walao ehy.! siao isit? LOL HEY! you want me to wipe off that ediot smile off ur face! HAR?!
Woah,i scold you then you not happy. show me this stupid face for what?!

Merry Christmas to all.

2009-12-25T11:16:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went out to ubi to be tution teacher. Ended up,i didnt really teach much. More of joking and laughing around. Went mac to eat and blahblaablaaa and errr more blah! Sam got some bugkill paper to get rid of some pests in her house. She was her usual crazy self,laughing like crazy,behaving like crazy.

We went Pasir Ris for BBQ after. I nearly had bladder problem in the bus 21,was basically shaking around. Haha. Sam was also shaking the seat,making it worse. Rush for the washroom immediately after i alight. We began finding our way to the pit. Ate,gay around. As in them,not me. Sam was like molested thr. Ohno! aww. haha. About like 7.30pm,Sam had to go and she was complaining of pain everywhere on her body,so i send her back to ubi.Met my friends at bedok,had mac. A treat from Marcus. slack awhile. Home at about 10ish pm.

Some things just cant be the same like before. But still,going fine. *smiley. lol

I hope it wasnt bored for them. lol.

2009-12-21T23:44:00.002+08:00

Today went bugis with Samantha & May. well,among all of us,Sam was the most hyper active one. She can hop and walk around like crazy. We had noodles for lunch,i had a healthy meal. LOL. Those girls freaking dont eat vegetables,put all the vegtables on my bowl. I would say i ate more vegtables than noodles.

The aim of the trip was not fulfilled though. May didn't buy what she wanted. Sometimes people got the money,just that they couldn't find the right stuff. I nearly fell asleep though,was kinda tired. I had sufficient sleep last night,but somehow my lunch which was the noodles had sleeping pills in it. Haha. I told Sam to pinch me a little to wake myself up,she go slap my arm hard,that crazy girl uh. nothing to say. Haha.

We went to some malls later. Notice i said,some malls,well because i don't know what mall is that. They are laughing at me because i don't know the mall. I was like pai seh OK. I felt stupid myself. They even said its bugis 1,wah piang, lol. As usual,Sam will always buy some things to eat before going home. May too,tag along getting gourmet from some stall and eat. Aiya,lazy talk already. We headed home after!. Haha. Wonderful ending!

Keeping my blog & myself alive.

2009-12-19T02:02:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone. just finished watching Big Daddy online. Nice movie. i have watched it for like 3 times already. Haha.Sweet Child O Mine by Sheryl Crow is one cool song in the movie. Its sung by Gun and Roses originally though. Anyway the kid in the movie is sucha cute little boy,no joke. Doubt my words,check the movie out yourself,simple!.

Its like 2.10am now. I should be somewhere near my bed,sleeping but i feel that i have somethings bothering me though. Just couldn't specifically figure it out. Anyway my bro got into an ite. The exact course and location of the ite is still unknown because he haven't select anything yet. If you ask me if his results are shit,i wouldn't say yes. Not because i agree that education isn't important,but rather,because i feel that everyone has their own pace in learning and in life we do get distracted at times. On top of that,he is still my bro. Even if he gets poor next time,i will still help him financially. Hopefully he dont drain all my money though. Haha. Money kills friendship,brotherhood,family etc. Agree? its crap. Haha. Money dont kill those relationship,in fact,money improve them. It only kills them when we misuse money. So it basically all comes down to our attitude,like greed etc.

Oh my god! i can really link things up well. From my bro results,to his future then to money problems. Powerful linking. Haha. Actually after knowing my bro's results,i feel more stressed. My dad putting more hopes on me. You know why? because he know I've to look after him next time when he is old and he wants good life. Edoit! He next time old already,still want luxury,faggot. Haha. Like i wont be old next time.Hah. I understand lah,everyone wants luxury but make me so stressful. No good right! Whatever. I'm strong,i can continue walking until fatigue engulf me.

Time for bed! nights! zzz.

A little of yesterday and today

2009-12-16T23:38:00.009+08:00

Today went school to do my project. As a matter of fact,i didn't do anything because i didn't understand a single thing about the project. So we postpone to some other days to do it again. Went Cafe Cartel to had lunch at Tampines with Kevin. Expensive meal,a $9.50 meal.

Met Sam and her friend,HuiQi after. They went wrapping gifts for Xmas. Helped them a little,by carrying their stuff around and tearing out the price tag for them. Nice meeting them uh. Haven't met Sam for a long while already. Anyway thanks for the Xmas gift and nice wrapping. Left at about 4ish pm to go hospital to visit my grandma.

On Tue,which was yesterday,i went Seoul Garden with my friends. Had fun eating and we did a lot rubbish at tamp mall. Like making a mess in the toilet,just for photo taking. I know right,of all places,the toilet. ZZZ.. haha.

Tomorrow,i have to be out to the airport for ice cream with Fauziah. Another long day,i suppose. Will update about the fun happening tomorrow. I'm tired now,upload pictures to do the talking. Thanks Sam,for helping me with the photos. XieXie!

Woo. Update!

2009-12-14T09:56:00.002+08:00

I cant upload pictures from my freaking phone,because my phone sux. So i just gotta use text to get everyone's attention. My week is taken. Tue by Mian,Wed by Kevin,Thurs by Fauziah. I gotta slot Sam in,but well Fri,she aint free. Next week OK.

Been playing lots of war game on PC lately,so i might be violent these few days. Forgive me. Imagine me running around malls holding a AK rifle with a knife on my mouth,blasting kiasu Singaporeans and throwing grenade into shops. lol. TSK! Way too violent already. Needa divert my attention to other stuff,find new entertainment.

Went to visit my grandma at the hospital yesterday. Shes looking good. Been taking her medicine regularly and all. Keep going! I think shes strong enough to join me in my war in malls too. She can just help carry my ammo around. Bahaha.

Speaking about smoking,seeing my friends smoke,i feel like starting again. But well,I'm determined to stop. Before i know it,it'll be 1 month not smoking already. My lungs is gonna be sexier and cuter than theirs,we'll see! Alright,time to go. Later people!

Exams are over,here comes holidays

2009-12-10T22:45:00.002+08:00

Holiday starts.my fever cured. Must be stressing over exams. Anyway i think i wont do well for my exams,like for my last paper,i rush through it in 30mins and ran home straight after because i felt like im gonna puke anytime soon. i even write the wrong subject on my exam paper. I really hope i can pass my exams despite all those drowsiness my medicines are causing during my exams,even if its a just pass,im very happy already.

Plans for holiday,im not certain yet but i do know i have gotta meet my friends. Lots of people to be out with menz. Today i stayed at home all day,just wanna make sure i have fully recovered. Thanks Charmian for being concerned. I'm fine.

2 weeks holidays is rather short,not even enough for me to sleep. Haha. Make myself sound like some pig. I have a sudden urge to catch a movie. i got no idea what movies there are though. One of the reason is that i miss eating popcorn. Well, not only that, KFC and all those fast food available too.

Another new year is coming,so fast yea! next year will be a better year. Better because we will have new goals,friends,expectation of ourselves,working hard to achieve them. To all mankind out there on planet earth,lets start hoping for a better life next year now. I'm a bit retarded now because the antibiotics the doctor prescribed is kinda strong,its taking control,feeling so weak and my brain is sleeping. lol. Alright. i shall go get some rest now. Bye

New yet old songs added

2009-12-08T11:49:00.007+08:00

Taking a break from all those newer songs,songs that relate to club,sex,drugs and suicide. I have added a few songs but they are old songs. Pure and meaningful lyrics. Like for relax(take it easy) by mika and hero by Enrique Iglesias,they are commonly heard though. The chorus of Hero, goes like: I can be your hero,baby! I can kiss away the pain! ohyea!..... Nice right? lol. Like you can hear me singing it out. Stupid,rhetorical question. For example,is XinHao good looking? DUH! Haha. Crap!

As for the song by Foreigner,its a hit in both UK and the U.S,is the band's most successful single in 1984. Cyndi Lauper is a solo singer and her song,time after time is one nice song. Said enough,now let your ears do the listening and judge.

Music can change your mood. Listen to nice,relaxing music to deal with stress. But don't be like me,my exams is starting like 3.30pm later and im sitting in front of my computer now,listening to music. I think i too smart already,no need for revision lah. LOL. Having holiday mood already,hais! im a slacker. Guess i better do some final reading before my paper. Zai zian! maybe wrong pingyi,whatever!

I lied. lol

2009-12-06T11:01:00.003+08:00

Hello guys,yes i know i lied. my exams is starting tomorrow but im already doing another post.

I was freaking pissed yesterday,i went to Tampines CoffeeBean,sat there with Kevin doing revision like crazy. Like 4hrs later,my fever came back,we had to stop revision and head home to rest. So unlucky,i was pissed because i can jolly well finish all the topics,but the fever just had to come back when my exams starts tomorrow.

Maybe its true,like what Sheila had said,i didn't finish the whole course of antibiotics so it came back. Anyway later im going out for revision again,hopefully nothing is gona happen. On wed.when i finished my exams,i wont be bothered about my fever anymore. Because even if the fever were to return back,i would just go out and have fun. For now,fever is an issue,i cant think properly,might just end up writing rubbish.

Take care of yourself,everyone! esp my readers! Gona prepare myself to be out studying already,bye all!

Last post till term test!

2009-11-29T21:11:00.005+08:00

I'm still having the lemon tree mood. Haha. Not gona change my song yet,keep the music going.

I was packing my stuff earlier on cause my dad was nagging endlessly so i gotta do something about it. Happened to see some old postcards and ya,memories of my ex came into my mind for that brief moment. I wasn't sad actually but was happy that i managed to get over it. Those moments with her and her family were really great. Sometimes such memories just spice up your life. Thinking over them,with your thumbs up. haha. Not literally showing the thumbs up sign but..my readers are smart,you should get what i mean. Haha. After all,being in love is something we should be ecstatic about.

Enough of 'Dessert'.

Alright,back to the 'Main Dish' of the day. Haha. What it means,is that back to the main point. Today morning,went Katong. Not for the Laksa,but went there because my family decided to go out for breakfast. Breakfast was at Kopi Tiam,just toasted bread and egg.

My mum was being random and came up with a sudden decision to trim her hair.As you all know,we men,never like waiting for women,unless its some really important lady. Too bad,my mum isn't. HAHA. im an arsehole. so my bro and i went Parkway Parade to kill time. Guess what? we found some chicks who literally killed us. Haha. Aww,but too bad,i cant really be bothered with women these days,if not i would have been in some Class C Ward in Changi General Hospital. They failed to killed me. *Smiley. Haha

Anyway to be less long winded,my mum's new hairdo is short,like some sporty woman. Dinner was great. We tucked into a roast chicken meal. After satisfying our tummy,we headed straight home. My dad suggested to take a cab so i hailed for the cab and he paid the money. End of story! Blogging reminds me so much about writing an essay in sec school,so nice. Ciao! After my term test,i will post again!

All that i can see,is just a yellow lemon tree. lol

2009-11-28T16:17:00.003+08:00

Let travel back time and listen to some orbit obiang song! Yay!

Glad to say,im recovering from my fever and i can indulge in a binge,eating lots of junk food again! I might just want to grow some lemon plant outside my house and sing lemon tree to it every night before i sleep. Oh great,my nonsense speech again. Haha

Christmas is about a month away from now,but i don't feel the Christmas mood. I guess everyone is just too busy with their own stuff. When i was younger,i used to like Christmas a lot,well because i was told that Santa is gona bring us gifts. As you know,small kids get excited over gifts especially freebies. Now i know,its all a lie. If i were to meet Santa this Christmas,im gona smash him for real. Haha

Anyway i was home the entire day,read up a bit for my test. When i mean a bit,its really a bit. Hah. Its kinda cooling now in Singapore. Whether im out for sports or slacking,its still perfect. So people,grab the chance and go out like crazy,before the weather change for the worst again.

Gotta go! Gonna be out for dinner. Bye!

Feverish Day

2009-11-27T10:33:00.004+08:00

From yesterday till today,im having a fever. Its started off 39.4,kinda high. Both day are feverish not because im having fun but rather because im almost like bed ridden,lying on my bed most of time.

Just gona do a short post,having fever i cant think much. i might just end up writing nonsense if i do a long post. Anyway the clinic which i visited yesterday,the doctor was funny. well i delayed going straight to a clinic to see a doctor initially cause i thought after a while the fever will just go off by itself,but somehow it became higher.

He said that i was strong,for me to be having a temperature of 39.4 and not see a doctor immediately. He said such temperature for a little kid could be fatal. I told him if i died,then you most probably wouldn't get your consultation and medical fee. To be frank,i thought i would have fainted before reaching the clinic. Worst of all,i was treated almost like a H1N1 patient.

I guess im done,i need to rest! Don't fall sick,people. Drink plenty of water. Unless you guys wanna be treated like a H1N1 patient then go ahead and get sick fast,before the whole H1N1 thing is over.

Busy,so dam busy

2009-11-22T20:37:00.004+08:00

Term Test is around the corner,but i have yet to start doing anything about it. Oh well,been thinking a lot about enjoyment these days.

Anyway,this morning been to kembangan with Xue to meet Ash,just met him for like a brief while to collect some stuff from him. About noon,went to Tampines Mall to buy lunch for my Mum,Xue and myself. Bought hair dye for Xue and Hadi,then came home. Hadi came,started dying each other hair. Haha. Behaving like some professional hairstylist. Was texting Charmian along the way,she was telling me how her CCA camp was and some problems with her friend. Anyway,she was exhausted after the camp and needed rest. Shes sleeping now. Bet shes snoring like some...,not gona say pig cause its rude,so snoring like some piglet is better. Haha. big difference yea?

Have you all ever ponder about what your future may seem like? Its not really far ahead. Before you know it,you will be in your twenties,forties and so on. Some may dream about being in some other country next time,having a nice job with a loving family,others might even wish to be into some big time syndicate. So whats yours? question yourself! I often do that,its not that i have gone looney but rather,to remind myself about my purpose for having a goal in life.

Thats about all for today. Gonna go rest for school tomorrow. Bubbye!

A Friday post actually

2009-11-21T10:54:00.004+08:00

I was pretty tired yesterday so i had to delay my post till today. During noon yesterday,i went to watch A Christmas Carol with 3D effects with my friends. This edoit friend of mine suggested it! 14 bucks wasted,cause he make full use of his itouch or maybe show off,went to book tickets with that stupid toy of his and now an additional charge for our tickets. Really Smart Aleck. Haha.

The show was not too bad. It gives viewers the Christmas spirit,the joy during Christmas. The 3D effects also plays a part in making a less boring movie,tend to get surprises here and there,so not advisable for people with weak heart. However the storyline is boring,its very simple,more for kids lah actually. The cinema was filled with more kids,we were like the older ones there besides the kids' parents. But please! I aint old. Hah.

After the movie,i went home to shower,went to have dinners with my close friends at Loyang point. This fellow name Marcus is one asshole,he made us wait till 8ish pm for dinner. We were seeing food everywhere in the mall while controlling our hunger was not easy at all. Anyway never mind,small matter. Haha. Xue had steak for dinner,the rest of us had cheaper meal. Saving money for better purposes other than to satisfy my tummy. Dinner was great,following by slacking at the mall and Tampines then home at about 10 plus.

School isnt that boring afterall!

2009-11-18T16:51:00.002+08:00

Let me get started!

Today sch was good menz,simply because i had short school hours. Went to tamp mall with my friends before my psychology lesson for lunch. Almost every eating places were crowded so we decided to settle down for a mac meal. One of the silly reasons was because my friends wanted to get the monopoly thingy. Its like buying 4D,hoping to get rich but this time instead of paying for the gambling paper,they paid for a meal. Haha.

My psychology lesson was fun because the lecturer was explaining about her past experience,even though she had reiterated those stuff like a thousand times,i didn't get bored of it because this is first time i actually paid attention to what she said. Haha. So its good to listen to your lecturer/teacher at times. I acted out a scene too,short one. Kinda weird,cos I'm supposed to act sad. Its like suddenly asking me to bring back all my sorrows to my mind and make tears flow down my cheeks. Thats the only screwed up part of the lesson.

To all my readers,do feel free to cry/laugh/mocked at my post,because at least i know you're reading. Haha.

Do hang around my blog to get the latest news! Seeya!

A day of anime

2009-11-15T21:33:00.004+08:00

Here i am,posting for the day.

Darker than black is one nice anime,you all should go see. Its not some long winded anime,so people don't have to worry about the endless episode. Its actually about contractor,people with supernatural power and their desires to kill. I'm not asking you all to learn more about killing,i know violence begets more violence. Just that,the story is exciting,gets you to glue your ass to your chair to watch everything. Thank you, Martin, for the recommendation of this anime.

As you all can see,today i spent my day watching this anime,its not that i have no life or whatsoever,but that is really some good stuff. Besides that,i did some revision too OK. At least,im not neglecting my studies for anime now,not sure about the future. Haha.

Let me upload some pictures to allow you guys to have a rough idea of what the anime is about. Go check it out!

Saturday!! So what? BIG DEAL?

2009-11-14T17:55:00.004+08:00

Before i start elaborating about the plans that took place today,i would like to thank all my friends and whoever who care for me. I love it when you guys are there when i needed someone to chat,bully,laugh at,basically being there when i wanted you to be there.

Martin was out with me today,supposed to meet Elaina actually but somehow she couldn't make it. Thankfully! Cause going all the way to AMK to meet her is indeed a hassle. Some policeman patrolling near my house is being stupid,they left their car unattended for like 45mins and screen us,maybe because they find Me and Martin attractive,for all you know,they might be gays. Checking our arms for tattoos,goodness! They should go back to the police academic for more training.

A few hours later,Taufik and friends called,asking me out for a movie. The 2012 movie have attracted many viewers so far. Seriously,i don't know whats so nice about that show. I guess they are curious to see how the world is gona end and how they can actually escape the ordeal if the world really come crushing down. SEE! KIASU Singaporeans! RELAX people! If it really happens, its inevitable. Besides,you all are not alone when you all die. Time waits for no man,instead of brooding about 2012,have fun and care for people you love right now. Its more relevant! Haha.

I feel so special!

2009-11-13T15:59:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to donate blood to the needy. Its my first time so i was unclear about the procedure. I managed to complete the whole thing fast though. Met some new friends along the way,she came asking me if i was nervous and if its my 1st time. So i began chatting with her and Arzuan came in to talk as well. He was happy about the fact he had a person to chat to,as he completed earlier and he had to wait for me and Khai. After donating a packet of blood,he is still so active,very strong guy.

At the end of it,i noticed Khai's face turning pale,so we got a little worried,but oh well,he claimed that he is still strong. Entering the class after that with bandage on our arms,we looked like some blood donating brothers. Haha.
Today was CCN day,I didn't help out a lot at my class booth but i spent a lot of money alright! I kept buying things that i don't need,just to make those sellers happy and now I'm broke. Followed Zhi Hao and his friends everywhere to kill time and now it feels like i had killed myself instead of time,cause I'm so tired. I have my plans for a Friday night already. Its something simple and relaxing,its sleeping. Anyway I've something to share,its some random advice to people who have suicidal thoughts,learned it from some psychology book.

Here it goes: To have less sorrows in your life,is to be content with what you have. Having more desires and not being able to get them,results in your agony.

BlahBlahblaaaaa!!!

2009-11-10T08:51:00.002+08:00

Morning everyone!!!

Monday which was yesterday,was a tiring day. Lucky im strong,if not,i would have dropped dead. Came to know more about Amanda,a lady in my psychology class. Don't mess with her,really. From what i know,shes one capable lady,at least not those feeble kind lah OK. Well,nice person!

I got quiz and course selection later,kao!! Studied for my quiz already so i think im slightly ready for it. As for the selection,it all depends on my luck. Lady Luck shine brightly on me menz,god dammit. Khai is having problems with his revision,so i guess i might go school early to help him out. I feel so important because he needs me! Haha. A friend in need is a friend indeed, alright!

I will post again when im free or when i feel like it. BYE!!

Something for everyone's brain

2009-11-08T09:39:00.001+08:00

The wee hours of today was spent watching television programme, watching some Hong Kong love story. Featuring Jackie Chan's son and some lucky actress acting as his girl. Initially it was boring,the climax of the show came in like about 30mins after the beginning. It was when he decided to run away from home with this lady cause obviously, in the moment of folly,he made her pregnant,WICKED guy. he claimed that love is blind which results in his wrongdoing. I was thinking back then,it seems that almost everyone use that phrase (love is blind) to do screwed up stuff. It is a nice and meaningful phrase but somehow it became an excuse for many to do evil. Honestly,if love makes people do bad,nobody would wanna fall in love anymore.

Love has its good effects on people,like maybe motivating people to work hard for the survival of their family and all. For me ,i think studying so hard and getting a good pay job w/o love,its wasted. WHY? Because with so much money next time and you are alone by yourself,you can get all your jewelery, all the expensive stuff but you are no different from Britney Spear. So rich yet so crazy.. Hahaha. Its interesting to see how people comprehend words of the same meaning differently.

Be rational,people! Don't listen to the media,they mislead people! Hahaa. The media entertain us,they don't enlighten us. Enough of Xin Hao's Theory. My theory isn't as powerful as Einstein's theory but it make lots of sense OK! Kudos to Xin Hao for being a smart aleck. Haha! Thats all for today!!

Another day facing the computer

2009-11-07T16:09:00.001+08:00

Speaking of weekends,like today,a Saturday night,people are out doing crazy stuffs and having insane rides on their bikes. As for me,i can do all those too,unfortunately not in reality maybe doing all those in computer games.

Anyway i woke up today,went on msn, not many people online so i basically went online just to say hi to my display picture. Hadi called,he wanna come over to my house to meet up,so i agreed. I wouldn't say no since he is willing to accompany me. HOWEVER,when he got here,its still as boring.

Sorry Hadi,but you aint entertaining enough. If i were to rate you as a entertainer from 0 to 10,I'd give you a 5.5. The additional 0.5 is to make you happy,since you came over to share the boredom with me. Enough about having fun,get down to some school matters. Sad to say,I freaking got 3 quiz next week. Studying is never fun,but to fulfill my wish to have a happy and stress free family next time. I gotta stop complaining like some like bitch and put in some effort. Alright i will have to move my arse off my computer chair now to starting studying. Wish me all the best in becoming rich next time.

To all nice girls out there!!!! LISTEN!!! You will be blessed to have me as your husband next time,i tell you! Grab me now while stocks last,as a matter of fact there are no stocks,only the display set because there's only one Xin Hao. Oh my god,silly joke. BYE guys!

A little about my daily life

2009-11-06T17:12:00.001+08:00

Today is like any other ordinary day. School is mostly about studying except for the fact that,i was looking for chicks with some sch mates after sch today. Lunch was at AS canteen,eating pasta and talking. Amazing how i talk and eat at the same time. Its gona be my first and last time doing that,i might just choke on my food and you people out there have to attend my wake.

Temasek poly education is fine,just that we have to face the same old school mates everyday,it bores me. So much for teaching us to be sociable when i was in secondary school. Something about my music interest. A picture speaks a thousand words,so let those images do the talking. Looking forward to Monday,another hectic yet fun day.

Thats all,folks.